I understand what you're going through, sort of. I never made my feelings known to a girl in high school and now I can't find her. Maybe someday you'll cross paths with this guy. Take care.

Chad

Thank you for the compliment. Take care.

Chad

You're welcome and thank you.

Chad

Thanks. I hope you find the fun you're looking for. Take care.

Chad 

No no  please make them stop.... i keep hearing the horrible 3s are next AHHHHHHH. ya i think shes doing fine, finally feeling her move not as much as banah bug but ya. besides im showing more now then when i was with banah... wow i cant believe hes getting married next year. hope all is good. Ya you should go you need a break from CALI maybe getting into trouble there will make you a much good  person here. LOL oh wait your always Naughty all the trouble you get in out here. so i am moving to NOrthern Cali in between sac and san fran..

[summergirlforever]

ya i know... im glad you lovee your new phone.. ya i know karma sucks it bit me in the ass but hey im learning, now its his turn i hope it hurts like hell. hey priscilla and alexis and maggie and the whole gang say hi. i am so thinking about going down to visit it will take me a long time to get there LOL. anywaz im bored, janah says hi..

[summergirlforever]

Thanks for your comment and you're welcome. I wish I could have a kitten but I don't think I'm allowed to have pets, I never asked. I guess I should. Take care.

Chad

ya i know tell me about it..... thats what i tried saying, now it turns out from someone else that this girl didnt say it and that jamie was making it yupp. cool a blackberry curve you and your phones.. LOL.. well i am moving to colorado after the baby is born cause there is nothing here for me or the kids since you know he left and hes in Oregon. can you believe he wants one of the kids just so he doesnt have to pay child support well at least not as much.  LOL you think i were crazy to give up any of my kids you know how much i love my daughter and unborn baby. find out in like 2 weeks what im having.... what do you think.....

sorry bout your phone i know you cant live without it.. Guess What.......

Jamie just called me saying that jasons brother josh ex girlfriend tracy is saying that Noah jamie and joshes son is Jason cause hes looks like jason. well kind of impossible that its his cause i was there the day he left for iraq in june of 07 she got pregnant in aug of 07 and we both know jason he wouldnt cheat on me... i am so pissed....

Thanks for your comment and good luck to you. I hope you get your phone soon. Take care.

Chad

Girl i need your advice, jason took off from his job traing with only 3 weeks remaining and bought a 1 way ticket to Oregon.... he left me with the baby and me  12 weeks pregnant. now he wants a divorce not cause of you know what!!! but cause i think the whole iraq thing is getting to him.. now he wants coustdy of janah and wants me to keep the baby he just expect me to give up janah and ship her off to Oregon.. i dunno what to doooo.  tell me again why i got married.. oh ya cause i LOVE HIM>>

[summergirlforever]

ya i firguered thats who it was.. yup yup i had to go marry one but hes a HOT one. i know how you are around military men. ATTENTION ALL MEN becarful cause this lil devil is on the prowl. shes gonna dig her claws in you and play with you tell she gets bored and then shesll move on.... LOL wait now i see why your nickname is SASSY.... ya i will def have him go see a dr when he gets back in 3 weeks..

[summergirlforever]

im so glad your almost back to your self world be careful. LOL so Jason is having horriable flash backs of Iraq to teh point of where its making him say things that he doesnt mean at the moment. it sucks having to tell you this over the diary instead of the phone but i made my bed now i have to lay in it LOL if you know what i mean and not THAT.... i meant between ussss.

[summergirlforever]

You're welcome. I'm glad things are going well for you. Talk to you soon.

Chad

You're welcome. Talk to you soon.

Chad

hey im glad that things are getting back to normal for you, i was your friends for almost 7 years and i know how you get with them military boys LOL...... hey at least your not as bad as randi cause that wasnt fun having to chase her down and to keep her away from the married marines.

[summergirlforever]

I'm glad you're feeling better. Thanks for your comment and you're welcome. Take care.

Chad

I'm glad you're feeling good about yourself. Keep it up.

Chad

Thanks.

Chad

nce this is the only way i can comment anything i just wanted to say the pics of the 4th of july on your myspace are awsome, you got good shots. no matter what i do i cant get a good shot ever. lol well have fun..

[summergirlforever]

Thanks and you're welcome. Good luck in whatever you decide to do. Talk to you soon.

Chad

Thanks and you're welcome. Good luck with the relationship thing. Take care.

Chad

Thanks and you're welcome. No new entry tonight? Take care.

Chad

You're welcome and thank you.

Chad

We often feel that way when were depressed. The good thing is it's not true, we're not ugly, you're not ugly. Smile, it will get better, it always does. If I can say that then so can you. Take care.

Chad

Oh, I forgot to say you're welcome.

Chad

Thanks. Talk to you soon.

Chad

I'm glad you had a good time. You're welcome and thanks for your comment. Take care.

Chad

Thanks.

Chad

I hope you have fun in Vegas. I'm surprised to hear you say that about California. For the most part I had a good experience when I lived there. There was only one time where I encountered cliquey people and that was only shortly after I moved out there. Thanks for your comment. Talk to you soon.

Chad

WoW Vegas hope you have fun, i cant go there til Alyzza turns 21 in the year 2011 cause i promised her i would take her. So Alyzza dr called with the results of her pregancy test. i am NOT going to be an aunty. there might be a very very slim chance but most likely not. Ya i loved the video. hope you have an awsome time let me know how it was.

[summergirlforever]

Hey im glad that you had fun at sea world. we really want to go and hang there with janah cause we all want to take her to the new seamse street  thing but janahs has been sick so ya fun. yup all is good here she is back to her normal self aunrey as hell. yup i saw it it was so funny it actually brought a smile to my face. hey did you get my message on myspace??

You're welcome and thank you. I'm glad you had fun at SeaWorld. Talk to you soon.

Chad

Thanks for your comment and good luck wherever you decide to go.

Chad

Thanks for your comment..........Take care.

Chad

Good for you.

The problem with going a town away and exploring is that I grew up in this area......not many places I haven't seen. Thanks for the other ideas though.

Chad

omg i am so like proud of you...... Alyzza is prolly about 3 weeks preggo. crazy you should see this household.

im gonna use this name so dont be mad i miss signingthis name!

Orca

Why would you even think of or mention marrying a guy like that? You think it's bad now, think about what it would be like if you were married to him. You'll wish for loneliness then. Thank you and your welcome for your comment. Take care.

Chad

I'm glad you had a good birthday. I'm not a big sports fan but that would've been cool. Take care.

Chad

Happy bithday to you!!  

Ally 

Many many happy returns of the day gal.

Happy Birthday! Have a blast today!

I'm sorry to hear about your cousin's accident. I feel like I'm making an excuse here, I would love to help but right now I depend on the generosity of my parents for the things I have even though they can't afford it either. Anyway, I'll shut up before this turns into a whine fest. I have nothing to whine about when I'm reminded that there are people worse off than me. Take care.

Chad

You're welcome.....Take care.

Chad

Thank you for your comment. I appreciate it. I hope you get your birthday wish. Happy early birthday.

Chad

I'm sure they will improve someday. I hope things improve for you too.

Chad

Thanks for the comment.

Chad

Well, if I could get into MySpace, I would check that out. Unfortunately. I've locked myself out. I'd have to make an entirely new MySpace page. I've already did that once, and it took forever to get all 4 of my friends back on here. Yes, 4 friends........kinda sad ain't it. Talk to you later.

Chad

Conflicted by or about what? lol Sounds like you had fun shopping. Take care.

Chad

How about somewhere in between the two coasts? Both coasts suck.

Take care.

Chad

I hate to say this, but his phone being disconnected and MySpace deleted, should tell you something. I'm not trying to be mean, just realistic. Take care.

Chad

If you're that interested, find him and talk to him, at least you'll know one way or another.And about the lil hearts you're drawing, no need to be scared, Almost every girl I've encountered, especially in high school, do similar things, In my high school, I know it's probably old school, but they would write guys names on their jeans. If they have a boyfriend already, they write their name on his arm or hand, kind of like branding him........lol Take Care and good luck.

Chad

Ok, this is probably one of the most overused and lame sayings ever used.

If it was meant to be, it will be. I lost somebody too, different situation, but it still relates . I was in love, deeply with a girl from school. She was my best friend, She was there without fail when I needed her, She was there when I had too much to drink, she got a ride home for me, She truly was the best. I waited too long though. Don't give up hope, something will happen for you, don't worry, you'll find someone, it may not be exactly what you want, but he will be enough for you. Take care.

Chad

Ohh sweety may he rest in peace.

god bliss his soul..

1) Condoms are 98% safe, in general. This is because companies need to stay on the safe side. Now go ask anyone who got pregnant using a condom, and I am sure most cases is just because the condom was broken.

2) I have sex many times with lots of women, and I used many different types of condoms, and I never left any lady pregnant. So, if I was to make a condom study, I would have to say is 100% effective.

3) Ashamed of what? Of be human? Of have human needs? Women need men as much as men need women. Don't let this stupid society make you believe that a woman who likes sex is a hooker. You are just a normal person with normal needs, and is cool that you have the chance to have sex and use it. With all the problems we face every day, we do not need some fake morality on top of it. If someone criticize you for being human, just ignore them for there is probably some jealousy underneath.

4) The stress you are having will most likely delay your period about 10 days. I have had that experience a couple of times with non-sexually-experienced girls. As soon as you relax your body will regain its balance.

5) If your family do not understand you and your reasons, they are not good to you. Don't need to listen to people who can not respect your own choices and your individual thinking, even they have your same blood.

Just something to think about it.

Awh, I hope everything works out for the best and she gets off the drugs soon. =(

-tARRA